You

It's already one month

Your voice and thoughts still lingers around my mind, so clearly

Even your face and memories are still vivid to me

They were still very beautiful

There were lots of promises made along all these years

Which has not been realized still

I can almost see our future and hope in your eyes

But you decided to change your words and move on

While I remain at where I am

Whatever we been through it seems not important anymore

Indeed this shocking news had really pulled me down

It's even more painful when I finally knew that your heart belongs to her
I might hurt you a lot before 
You might feel that we are incompatible

However, regardless whatever reasons that you gave now

It seems not important anymore
Because you have found your happiness, and I can feel it

Was reading back all your posts

They were really beautiful

How you struggled when I was confused ;D

Fencing in the early morning

Cook simple dishes together

Have fun with the fencing team during kitchen fellowship
Have Adam's and Mamu's burger together

Travels together

Doing environmental work together

Hang out together
Having crazy movies time together

Playing games together
Go through memorable birthdays and valentines together

Setting up the Christmas atmosphere together

Setting up our little world together

And Chit-chatting

Those memories were really sweet

I'm glad that I've been given a chance to be with you

But now the journey without you will never be the same anymore

Still I will continue my own journey

I will continue the tango alone

I will continue to go to the planned places alone

However, I believe God is going to walk through this path with me

Don't worry, I'll be alright

P.S: I miss you